I do not want to study. It's stupid really. My studying doesn't require a textbook. Just a novel. 1984 to be exact. And I can't get myself to come around to cracking that book open. Hell, I can't even get around to grabbing my purse by my feet to take my pill. I go from extreme highs to extreme lows. Extreme bustling to extreme laziness. Right now my motivation is on par with taking a second nap before I go to bed tonight. Shit man. When am I ever gonna study for this exam??? Tomorrow's a day of centring my self on science, at the science centre! With Ali and maybe Adamo, so I don't know when I'll ever read this book. I am so ashamed of you Bianca. Look'it you. Just, look'it you. Pfft.